Sunday, August 20, 2006
this is a special message going out to someone who has been my best friend for 5 years:
you've got your wish..i'll stay out of your life..dont worry about me bothering you anymore..i'll just act like this whole thing never happened..that's what you want isn't it??
just to let you know..u will become a very good actress someday..cause u were able to fake 5 years of friendship...*applaudes*...i really cant belive that you had the heart to do that..
and i DO have feelings you know..and nobody's perfect..i have my own bad traits..just like you..but i can change..you just wont give me a chance coz u think i cant..you cant say stuff like that and expect it not to hurt..of all the fights ive had with you and and of my other friends..THIS ONE IS THE WORST!!!
try putting yourself in my shoes..imagine..you find out that your best friend for 5 years..never really cared about you...she actually hated you..she never gave a damn about your feelings..she wished that you never came into her life..she wishes she'd never met you..she HATES you...she's lied to you and pretended for 5 YEARS!! GODDAMMIT!! 5 STINKING YEARS!! she thinks you're an annoying bitch...and she thinks that because you hang out with her alot of other ppl dont..she thinks that if you wernt her friend she'd have lots of other friends..she wants to make a I HATE [insert your name] club...IMAGINE HOW YOU'D FEEL!!!
bloody hell..it hurts..alot..okay?? it hurts..I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY!! you've managed to destroy me..i hope you sleep well with the thought that you have ruined my life and made me feel worse than i have ever felt..i hope that you are happy now..i'll leave you alone..you dont have to worry about me ruining you precious social life..i'll get on with my life and you get on with yours..and if i die..be happy knowing that you've caused it..
to all my true frens out dere..i really wanna let you guys know that i appereciate having you guys around...thank you for never leaving my side..thank you for everything..my life would be nothing without you guys..and im sorry if ive ever hurt you guys..im really sorry bout everything..i love you guys..and if im moody or get nad at you guys..just so you know..its not ur fault..
-Currently wishing i was DEAD!!!-
-Currently crying my eyes out-
-SiMbA-
-Currently
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:32 AM
